Lower Seletar

1st time

the bicycle i currently ride, was bot in yr 2000... nv fell off from it b4...

was at Old Upper Thomson Rd (behind Esso gas station), while travelling back to the reservoir area after buying drinks, i lost balance n fell...

i was trying to shift the left gear knob with my right hand... the moment i started shifting, i lost balance n fell... everything happened in secs, and eventually i landed on the grass patch at the road side, the drinks still in the carrier slided n layed out of my reach... my bluetooth headset dropped jus below my ear from the position i m lying, helplessly...

i paused for a while on the grass patch, mixed thoughts of wad had jus happened and why did it happen flew thru my mind... still thinking, i slowly lean forward to pick up the drinks which were still in the carrier, and wore my bluetooth headset on which is still playing songs thru my mobile. I picked up my bicycle and ran thru quick checks to make sure it is serviceble, after adjusting those parts that went out of alignment, i continued to ride up to the reservoir area...

this, 1st time after 6yrs... eventually happened...

he, i mean she... she did it on purpose?

dun get so worked up

split

jus read n tell me hw not to be angry

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Tan K N says:

i called ur hp

Tan K N says:

no ans

xiaoclari says:

hp not with me

Tan K N says:

but got ppl reply me sms from ur hp lea

xiaoclari says:

my ger mah

Tan K N says:

cn i call u

Tan K N says:

cos sms n msn v slow

xiaoclari says:

me not at home

Tan K N says:

i call ur hp

xiaoclari says:

at my auntie house

xiaoclari says:

i never bring hp

Tan K N says:

ask u 1 2 see movie

Tan K N says:

my treat

xiaoclari says:

dunwan go treat sfz

Tan K N says:

i got ask mark out

Tan K N says:

so also 1 2 ask u out

xiaoclari says:

can what time

Tan K N says:

pending, shld be evening time

Tan K N says:

u evening ok

xiaoclari says:

evening not free

Tan K N says:

wad time u free

xiaoclari says:

now

Tan K N says:

ok lor

Tan K N says:

amk JUBILEE

Tan K N says:

2.30pm

xiaoclari says:

after tt?

Tan K N says:

u mean aft the show

xiaoclari says:

ya

Tan K N says:

see hw lor

Tan K N says:

u not free wad

Tan K N says:

if 2.30 onz, i tell mark 1st

Tan K N says:

amk JUBILEE u ok rite

xiaoclari says:

ok

xiaoclari says:

k

xiaoclari says:

kk

xiaoclari says:

ger

xiaoclari says:

mac

xiaoclari says:

mac

xiaoclari says:

ger

Tan K N says:

dun be late lea

Tan K N says:

i will buy the tickets

xiaoclari says:

will be

xiaoclari says:

master again

Tan K N says:

2.30 amk JUBILEE

Tan K N says:

wad master

xiaoclari says:

mastercard

Tan K N says:

1 2 book ar

xiaoclari says:

dun want ex

Tan K N says:

then wad master

xiaoclari says:

thought u buy using master

Tan K N says:

for

Tan K N says:

r u far away from amk

Tan K N says:

can u call me

Tan K N says:

pls

xiaoclari says:

i'm at library

Tan K N says:

amk

xiaoclari says:

nlb

Tan K N says:

can u reply faster

Tan K N says:

time i ticking

Tan K N says:

time is ticking

Tan K N says:

NLB

Tan K N says:

or u 1 2 watch at bugis

xiaoclari says:

amk mlb

xiaoclari says:

nlb

Tan K N says:

okok

Tan K N says:

so amk JUBILEE 2.30

Tan K N says:

u dun 2.30 then come, 2.30 is show start

Tan K N says:

1 2 meet me go buy ticket

xiaoclari says:

aiya, got ad one

xiaoclari says:

i go home keep thing first

Tan K N says:

eh

Tan K N says:

mark 2.30 cannot la

Tan K N says:

u evening cannot

Tan K N says:

like tt hw

Tan K N says:

u evening can or not

xiaoclari says:

evening where?

Tan K N says:

ok, u jus tell me where u ok

Tan K N says:

cos mark n i ok

Tan K N says:

it is u

Tan K N says:

so u decide

xiaoclari says:

i cannot

Tan K N says:

then u still ask evening where

xiaoclari says:

i go home liao

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pls help

care to visit http://kevan.org/johari?name=Tan K N Steven and pick five or six words from a list that you think best describes me...

ever seen?

remember seeing a kid crying helplessly while coughing and combined with uncontrolable hic-ups? face all red, covered in tears... i can't believe i was like the kid jus now...

why?

i wanted to feel better after a night's sleep, but it seems the ache in my heart still exists... y do i always hav to go thru this? i wished this is the last time, or shld i wished that it wud be very much longer later till the next occurance. I guessed it's the latter.


u might not even fully understand wad i m typing... but mainly it's for me to hav a good luff when i look back at myself...

again

i can't believe i cried again... i was so happy n full of hope yesterday... only today , when truth break in, i cuddle up in a corner and burst into tears... something which 1 told myself 1 wun do again last year...


i wud hav known, such a thing wun happen to me, i m gd for nothing... i m convinced, jus leave me alone...