reflection

Now that everything is over, and I've started to reflect on what I had been through, and think about what I was actually doing.

I finally realized that all along I was waiting. I could only get this far, and did not proceed on. Because, I knew you are not ready to accept, and I chose to wait.

Should I have pushed myself harder? Should I have seize every opportunity? I guess it is all too late.

I see myself waking up from the dream, a dream that will never come true...