in a loop

i guess in life, i've been always in a loop... always tinkin i can break out of this loop... but i guess everytime i tot its the end, its not

still makes me wonder if i shld press on, cos the situations seems to turn out like the previous... sad to say, again...

m i really so lousy? y is every1 tryin to convince i m ok, but yet i still cannot make it...