KOGS DIY Session - more pics! :) :)

nite nite shi fu, tu di go zzz le

tu di jus nw went wif colleagues to eat cake, v nice! tu di next time bring shi fu go try k? keke

hope u had fun @ Genting trip orh. u must be tired le, rest early k? :) guai

Food for Thought

went wif colleagues to Food for Thought for cakes after dinner @ 四面佛.

really nice cakes n nice place, although the place is abit cramp, but it's kind of cosy, mayb its the crowd i'm wif ba, really nice bunch of colleagues n frens.

really nice to hav frens to accompany, cos will nt feel lonely n sad. thanks :)

http://www.foodforthought.com.sg/Dessert.html

nite nite shi fu, tu di go zzz le

M2 2GB

buy le buy le!!! keke, i can put many many songs n pics liao le!!! yea!!!

really a happy day for me, cos the DIY session i really enjoyed myself. although it was tiring, but i was very satisfied.

and and now... keke, SHI FU SMS ME!!!

HAHA! so happy!!!

keke

really nv nv tot she will sms me lor! but she did... till nw still cannot believe!

:)

take it slow ba, although i really miss her a lot a lot, but tink i wun show n jus let it be natural ba

KOGS DIY Session

thanks guys! really had a good time n really enjoyed the session!

:D

瞎拼 = blind shopping

:) thanks D, learned new thing orh, keke

shi fu, tu di so tired. 2day gt DIY session shi fu. tu di had fun, but tired cos DIY. shi fu dinner le ma? shi fu cold ma? dun cold urself n hungry urself k? u must take care hor. tu di miss u

Autobacs Rim Clock

thank you so much MaxRed for this gift, really lov it, thanks :)

gd morning shi fu! had a gd rest? :) fun ba genting? keke

tu di later go DIY session k? shi fu take care k? enjoy urself!!

n careful k, cold cold de, rem to bring jacket orh :)

Since last sat I m so filled wif remorse… hw I wished u will tok to me abt it… till now I m still sincerely seeking ur forgiveness… a chance is all I needed… please, I promise I will treat u better…

nite nite shi fu, tu di zzz le :)

i'm really suffering in pain, wished u could come rescue me out of this misery

wished u could treat me better...

mayb if i did nt care so much abt u, none of this would hav happened...

想你

i've made a mistake, but i've also care so much abt u...

don't the care is enough to consider abt forgiving me?

or is it the care i gav, to u is jus stress?

we were still ok

last sat morning we were still ok

u woke late n i came drove u 2 work n ta bao bee hoon for u

we were still ok

why nw we r like this?

i so dun wan this to happen

can we be like b4? i really regret us being like this now...

pls, i beg u

still waiting for ur sms... miss u so much

last sat...

i left home about 6.30pm, driving towards your office. the traffic was very heavy. took a little longer then usual to reach ur office. and cos of the jam, it was really a tougher drive

reached ur office ard 6.55pm, could nt find a space to wait for u, so i made another turn, scared u come down n cannot find me. finally found a space after making 2 turns, i parked behind a black jazz and off my engine, my lights might hav attracted the driver in the black jazz, he got down and looked at it, i promptly turned my engine back on, the central lock engaged and i saw u coming, i had to quickly press the unlock so you can come in. when u came in, u looked at me and asked "tu di ni jing tian hai hao me?" i tink cos u saw i panicked. i did not ans and did not tell u wad happenned jus now... the jam, the jazz driver confront me, the lock came on when u arrive... i jus shifted my car out and the road there are so many cars and i had to look carefully, the day jus don't seems normal cos usually i will find a space easily and the road is very quiet... finally i moved out and merged with the main road

it is red light, i took my hp and sms D to inform her we r moving off from ur office and roughy reach ard 6.40. u told me "move le!" when the red turn green. i got shocked. you quickly said "sorry sorry sorry". i did not ans u cos in my mind i still tinking wad i wan to sms D and i had to watch the traffic. then i turned to you and said "wo you kan de ok?". you turned away. i sensed something is not right, mayb i angry you.

along the way to meet D, i keep on askin you. softly n gently ask "wo shi bu shi rang ni shen qi?", "bu kai xin gao shu wo ke yi ma?" you jus said "nothing", "mei you". i keep on asking... upon exiting expressway, i really cannot take it, and got fustrated cos i feel u do not wan to tell me your displeasure and wan to fool me, i vented my anger on the car n drove agressively, konk my horn too.

D came into the car, we did not tok, jus drove to the place for dinner. you begun to talk to me, but i noe later D not around we will cold war again. supposed to watch movie after dinner. actually we still hav time for movie. but u said u r tired n wan to go hm rest.

so we drove D hm. and when D got down, i question u again, keep asking. u still dun wan to say. i feel u keep 2 urself. i rather u trash it out. anything jus say. but u did not. i again gav up asking n drove u back, again driving aggressively, when reached ur hm, i tink i drove like racing car liao.

we reached ur hm, u said "bu yao kai so fast", i nv reply u, i jus sped off after u close the door. usually i will wait down there, see u got out of the lift, then slowly arrange my car, then leave... but this time i really so angry i jus sped off

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i dunno wad u learn from here. but me, i guess cos i care too much abt wad u tink of me. and the slightest displeasure i feel u hav on me, i like to find out. this made me keep asking u n asking u. and when u die die also dun wan to say, i got very fustrated. n i got fustrated cos i really care abt hw u looked @ me. tink this is the 1st time i gt fustrated in u ba.

mayb if i nv care so much abt hw u feel abt me, or if u were willing to tell me ur displeasures truthly, none of this would hav happened.

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anyway, its been a wk since this had happened, i was all the while seeking ur forgiveness and telling u hw i still care and dote u as before. but none worked out. seems like u even dun take into account hw i shower u wif care, concern. u jus close u n dun 1 2 tok to me...

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mayb u r facing some kind of prob or something which u r nt willing to share... i guess a time to cool down for both of us is really good. hope u keep up to ur words n really will come look for me when u r feeling better, or at least when u r ready to tok... and hope u did not tell me this so i will jus giv up as time fades my feelings... cos u noe to fade takes a longer time for me than a usual person...

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hope u hav a good rest, tink abt nothing but relex, when u r ready, let's meet... cos u r really a gd fren then i dun wan u turn into enermy. hope we can be as close as like once we used to be...

is nt i wan to tie u k

yesterday i gt so worried n keep asking u if u r hm cos i knew u were drunk k?

i so scare of ur safety n jus wan to noe u r hm safely... nt cos i wan to tie u or anything...

hope u understand...

anyway if i told u this yesterday, i knew ur reply will be "y u care so much? u can dun care de ma"

as long u r safe n happy, i m put heart le...

safely reached Genting?

i wished u could sms me say u reached Genting safely... cos i m so worry abt u...

missed u so much since last Sat...

hope u r safe n having fun!

Hoobastank - The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

SL, this is the paper peacock i told u k? :)

and the reason is you

i threw u @ ur hse n left cos i angry wif u...

i angry wif u cos i feel u do nt wan tell me why u angry me...

i feel u do nt wan tell me why u angry me cos i care abt u...

i care abt u cos... cos...

cos, U R IMPORTANT TO ME!

yes, you are...

and... the reason is YOU.

nite

ok, she's hm le... finally i stopped worrying...

i guess i nv been so worried abt a ger in my life ba...

as long she is safely hm is most impt...

nite nite

100 days

From and including: Friday, July 11, 2008
To and including: Saturday, October 18, 2008

It is 100 days from the start date to the end date, end date included

Or 3 months, 8 days including the end date

Alternative time units
100 days can be converted to one of these units:
8,640,000 seconds
144,000 minutes
2400 hours
14 weeks (rounded down)

Pandan Reservoir

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some things u del le, can play back... nt everything... so cherish wad u hav... guard wad u hav wif ur life...

A very valuable lesson to learn ...

Interesting quote from the movie 'Why did I get married?'
In most cases, especially in relationships, you will only get 80% of what you NEED and you will hardly get the other 20% that you WANT in your relationship. There is always another person (man or women) that you will meet and that will offer you the other 20% which is lacking in your relationship that you WANT And believe me, 20% looks really good when you are not getting it at all in your current relationship.
But the problem is that you will always be tempted to leave that good 80% that you know you have, thinking that you will get something better with the other 20% that you WANT
But as reality has proven, in most cases, you will always end up with having the 20% that you WANT and loosing the 80% that you really NEED and that you already had.
Be careful in deciding between what you WANT and NEED in your life.

Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have. 'Wow, this girl in my office is a real looker. But it's not her Wynona Rider features that got me. I'm crazy about her because she's also understanding, intelligent, tender - so many things that my spouse is not'

Somewhere along the way, you'll find a woman or a man who will be more charming or sensitive. More alluring. More thoughtful. Richer. Have greater sex appeal. And you will find a woman or man who will need you and pursue you and go loco over you more than your spouse ever did.

Because no wife or husband is perfect. Because a spouse will only have 80% of what you're looking for. So adultery takes place when a husband or wife looks for the missing 20%. Let's say your wife is melancholic by nature.

You may find yourself drawn to the pretty clerk who has a cherry laugh no matter what she says: 'I broke my arm yesterday, Hahahaha . . ..'

Or because your wife is a homebody in slippers and pajamas, smelling of garlic and fish oil, you may fall for a fresh-smelling young sales representative that visits your office in a sharp black blazer, high heels, and a red pencil-cut skirt Or because your husband is the quiet type, your heart may skip a beat when you meet an old college flame who has the makings of a talk show host.

But wait! That's only 20% of what you don't have.

Don't throw away the 80% that you already have!

That's not all. Add to your spouse's 80% the 100% that represents all the years that you have been with each other. The storms you have weathered together. The unforgettable moments of sadness and joy as a couple. The many adjustments you have made to love the other. The wealth of memories that you've accumulated as lovers.

Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have.

But faithfulness happens when you start thanking God for what you already have.

But I'm not just talking about marriage.

I'm talking about life!

About your jobs.
About your friends.
About your children.
About your lifestyles.

Are you like the economy airline passenger that perennially peeks through the door of the first class cabin, obsessed with what he's missing? 'They have got more leg room! Oh my, their food is served in porcelain! Wow, their seats recline at an 80% angle and they've got personal videos!'

I guarantee you'll be miserable for the entire trip! Don't live your life like that. Forget about what the world says is first class. Do you know that there are many first class passengers who are miserable in first class -- because they are not riding in a private Lear Jet?

The main message???

If you start appreciating what you have right now, wherever you are, you are first class!

:)

:)

smile, the world still spins!

my heart still beats!

life still need to go on!

其实，我现在才发现，我疼你，当心你，爱你，只是给你压力。对不起，我们重新做朋友好吗？

really miss

still remember...

u will sms me when u go 2 work... waiting for bus... walking to station... waiting for cab... eating lunch... bored... walking home... playing game... reading book... tinking of him... jus woke up... feel zzz... wan to go changi beach... ask me if i wan to meet u... bla bla...

seems now ur reply r all short short de... hai

hav i done the damage which is irreversable? really regret...

disturb u

very much wanted to ask u if i could go n look for u at the library... but i tink better nt ba... dunno lea...

if nt wanted to ask u if wan to meet me after library go our fav hangout... dunno lea...

mayb scare ur reply ba... dunno...

mayb i shld rest @ hm? dunno...

i noe, i hope for the better

anyway, where u go, hav a safe trip shi fu :)

isn't it better

i guess now seems better for me, and i believe for her too now...

isn't is better now that i've finally learning to treat her as a true fren?

y didn't i realised this earlier? i hope its still nt too late n the damage done is still recoupable...

WooFluff

come come, sayang my FB pet k? :) keke

http://apps.new.facebook.com/fluff/fluffbook.php?id=633673374

FC

seems like it's been so long ago since i posted my FC record... so here goes :)

haha, seems like i hav been doing many things tt i hav nt been doing for a long time too... haha

anyway i prefer to be nt doing those bo liao things i hav nt been doing... haha... hai...

admire my car car

jus nw was admiring my car lo... then saw the fingerprint marks on the steering horn... really got me figuring out hw come i forget to wipe it lo... then tink n tink, oh finally remembered! haha

the horn was pressed when driving to AMK MRT de... hai, tink of the fingerprint made me tink of tt day again... sian

oh ya, still remember the same day morning u told me nite time u will leave fingerprint on it... hai, so zun ar, really nite time me leave fingerprint on it lo... n i really messed up our frenship... so sad... anyway its good opportunity for us to keep a distance... and mayb some time soon we can be frens again... mayb this time be frens afresh :) hope so ba... mayb u already hav so bad impression of me le... dunno...

anyway, the fingerprint still there... lazy to wipe... haha...

face it!!

come on, wake up lea! y i keep on tinkin 1 2 noe where is she n wad she doing???

who m i to her n who is she to me? WAKE UP LA ME!

... jus normal fren wad... so concern for wad... stop k...

pump fuel

tink its been a loooooong time since i pump when the low fuel lite comes on ba... tink the last time was when i entered the 2nd phrase KPE opening...

cos nw i dun tink need to go out n travel further ba... low fuel lite comes on also bo chap... unlike b4, i will make sure got fuel, so can go anywhere i feel like it... now there seems no urgency...

past is past

i shld focus on the present, so i will hav a future

there isn't any point to tink abt the past n keep regret on mistakes in the past

as long i've realised my mistakes in the past, and learned from it, and nt to repeat the mistake again, i'm ready for the present and the future, i shld move on promptly!

i shall nw stand up n start walking!

nt so easy after all

i send her a gd nite msg...

shi fu, nite nite

疼你

回想过去对你的好。
我还是觉得我是非常疼你的。

shi fu, wan go changi beach ma? tu di come pick u k?

shi fu, safely hm le ma?

stress u

seems like i been giv u nothing but stress...

the more i dote u, the more i m stressing u...

the more i say i care abt u... the more stress i m putting on u...

the more i tell u i worry abt u... is like i m too stressing u...

cos u r unable to accept, n u will fee stress... nw i realised its really nt easy 4 u...

shi fu, hav a safe trip hm k? :)

thanks shi fu

thanks cos u send me the sms in the morning to asked if i m ok n ask me bcareful...

distance is wad i needed

lookin back @ wad i done, n hw i made u angry, the reason seems to be clear now... its cos i care too much...

i really care too much hw u looked @ me... the moment i sensed tt u were nt pleased wif me, i jus keep on probing u for the reason... hoping to find out why, n wads wrong... i guess i care too much ba... n u kept say nothing wrong... i soon got fustrated cos i tink there isn't clear communications inbetween us... which in the 1st place if i had treated u as fren, i will nt hav mind... but i guess i really did not treat u as such dispite me keep on promise u i will jus treat u as fren... n soon i vented my anger on the car n kept on driving faster then normal... sorry it was really dangerous... but i can see u still very calm, i tink u sat even more fierce car b4... haha :P

anyway i shld nt hav thrown u @ ur hse n jus drove away... very uncool... sorry cos i really so fustrated cos i tot u shld hav told me wads wrong, but u did not... anyway this i really regret doing so... i shld hav respected ur ans, nothing wrong means nothing wrong... nw then i realised, mayb too late le ba...

anyway its very clear cut the prob lies in me... cos i care too much abt hw u looked @ me... n how i still fail to treat u as jus a fren...

distance... i guess distance is wad i need nw... anyway i still remember u told me if u changed ur mind, u will tell me, u wun hide from me... haha, i guess it does nt apply now... cos i made u disappointed in me again n again... haha

mayb frm nw on, i will blog instead of sms or tell u... i guess its better

hope we can be gd frens soon again... really cherise the happy moments spend wif u...

no dote me anymore

my heart really crashed when shi fu said no dote me anymore...

shi fu reply all short short de... really nt like wad used to be... i'm so hurt...

i so dote, care, worry shi fu, all these nt important le ma? i made a mistake n seeking forgiveness, really no chance le ma?

so tired

jus nw noon time went out cycling after lunch... long time no cycle liao... then act smart go n cycle till east coast there...

i feel like vomiting all the way back n very exhausted...

come back jus bath n been lying on the bed till ard 7 plus then feel like vomiting again n then go toilet vomit a lot... then went back to zzz again...

now wake le... feel much better... but still i m very luan...

bad bAd BaD BAD tu di!!!

BAD BAD BAD tu di made shi fu angry... AGAIN!!

sorry sorry, cool down k :)

wait for u to cool down ba

cool down k?

i rather u trash it out wif me n tell me wad ur displeasure is than u keep quiet n say nothing wrong wif me... cos i noe u r angry wif me...

i care why u r angry cos i treasure our frenship, if i din then i wun wan to bother in the 1st place... so pls tell me when u cooled down k?

thanks :)

dinner wif E

met up wif E for dinner @ her fav AMK yong tao fu...

she seems to be doing very well in all aspects except her work... she met into some prob 2day @ work, tried to console her but seems like she is self-healing already... really pei fu every1 cos every1 seems to self heal... unlike me... mayb i too stubbon n keep stand on my own ground n keep insisting on my stand ba...

seems like AMK yong tao fu is a regular spot for me to get repremanded by her... haha... anyway wad she said makes sense n i tink i shld really tink abt it... hai

after dinner i send her to SIM for her class... then i went IMM shopping...

i bot glue which i can continue my bling bling, keke

i also bot Money no Enough II DVD for my parents... cos they dun like to go to the movies...

anyway 2day quite sad cos i tink i still nt ready yet to use FB ba... see her name in other frens events already very panicked... hai

i went spinning again... went to ECP, Changi South, KPE...

then i went hm... but i walked pass my home door... n took the lift down again...

cos in the lift up, i remembered she told me even if forget also wun giv me a chance... really makes me wonder hw lousy i m... hai

then i went down n walk walk... i walked to 7-eleven... 7/11 is the day we met... go in grab a drink...

tink 2day is the 1st time bring beer back to drink @ hm ba... haha

1 bottle like no kick lea... mayb next time buy 2 ba... sian

anyway jus now @ IMM bo liao, took some pics... sian la, hai

FB

i've jus signed up a new FB account... still very afraid to look @ her profile, very scared to c wad she might post, or wad she might be doing, or who she might be missing, or where she is going to...

i guess time will heal.

sometimes it's true that once bitten, twice shy... cos very afraid i will get hurt or jealous or anything unpleasant...

i wanted to sms her if she wan to eat fried bee hoon or nasi lemak or fried quay tiew... but very scared of her ans "tu di no need, shi fu will go office myself k"...

still pondering...

spin

it was still early n i went out for a spin yesterday.

seems like i lov to go for spins recently...

almost got sandwiched inbetween trucks... luckly i was alone

T.I. - Whatever You Like

2day went out wif shi fu, we went marina south pier, changi beach, causeway point, casuarina prata

i enjoyed the moments wif u shi fu. hope u enjoyed urself too

bot this watch @ pasar malam few days back, lov it very much

facebook

mayb later down the rd then sign up wif facebook again ba...

cos now really no confident to admit tt if c the posts will get affected or nt...

till i can be sure i hav no feelings after seen the posts, then i will sign up wif facebook again :)

seems like i've missed out in wadever new games tt r being played...

Eagle Eye

pei SF to buy her SE W910i, its nice, white face wif gold lining, i lov it



then later went to watch Eagle Eye wif SF and D
nice movie! action! cool story line! but very cold cold :/