distance is wad i needed

lookin back @ wad i done, n hw i made u angry, the reason seems to be clear now... its cos i care too much...

i really care too much hw u looked @ me... the moment i sensed tt u were nt pleased wif me, i jus keep on probing u for the reason... hoping to find out why, n wads wrong... i guess i care too much ba... n u kept say nothing wrong... i soon got fustrated cos i tink there isn't clear communications inbetween us... which in the 1st place if i had treated u as fren, i will nt hav mind... but i guess i really did not treat u as such dispite me keep on promise u i will jus treat u as fren... n soon i vented my anger on the car n kept on driving faster then normal... sorry it was really dangerous... but i can see u still very calm, i tink u sat even more fierce car b4... haha :P

anyway i shld nt hav thrown u @ ur hse n jus drove away... very uncool... sorry cos i really so fustrated cos i tot u shld hav told me wads wrong, but u did not... anyway this i really regret doing so... i shld hav respected ur ans, nothing wrong means nothing wrong... nw then i realised, mayb too late le ba...

anyway its very clear cut the prob lies in me... cos i care too much abt hw u looked @ me... n how i still fail to treat u as jus a fren...

distance... i guess distance is wad i need nw... anyway i still remember u told me if u changed ur mind, u will tell me, u wun hide from me... haha, i guess it does nt apply now... cos i made u disappointed in me again n again... haha

mayb frm nw on, i will blog instead of sms or tell u... i guess its better

hope we can be gd frens soon again... really cherise the happy moments spend wif u...